We were talking about smacking and about why I sometimes smack them although I don’t like it.<\/p>\n
Zara told me she doesn’t like to be smacked as well, and added, “When you smack me, the pain in my hand will go away very fast. But the pain in my heart will stay, it’ll take a long time before it goes away.”<\/span><\/p>\n o.O”<\/p>\n ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~<\/p>\n Girls were going through my wedding album, which showed a very very slim me.<\/p>\n Zara : “How do you say get big with air?”<\/span> o.O”<\/p>\n Then she pointed to Daddy’s photo. o.O” We have to remind ourselves not to quarrel in front of the girls any more.<\/p>\n ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~<\/p>\n Not sure why she suddenly got annoyed with Daddy, and then she told me, “I think you should go and get a new boy friend. Then you can get married to your boy friend. Then I’ll have new Daddy also.”<\/span><\/p>\n o.O” I have to remind her, her Daddy, although with his flaws, loves them very much, and the fun things he does with them. Then only she remembered, “Yeah.. Daddy is a good Daddy.”<\/span><\/p>\n ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~<\/p>\n I asked the girls what they wanted to do be when they grew up. o.O”<\/p>\n
\nMe : “Don’t understand what you are asking.”<\/span>
\nZara : “How do you say get big with air? If no air, it’s deflated, if get big with air..?”<\/span>
\nMe : “Inflated you mean?.”<\/span>
\nZara : “Yaya.. (pause) Last time you were deflated. Now you are inflated.”<\/span><\/p>\n
\nZara : “Last time you got nobody to love. That’s why you love Daddy. Now you got us to love, so you don’t love him any more.”<\/span><\/p>\n
\nZaria said, “I want to be a dentist.”<\/span>
\nZara said, “I think I want to be a doctor. But what does doctor do mummy?”<\/span>
\nTold her about the many types of doctors, surgeons do operations, obs and gynaes do delivery, GPs give injection, medicine for people who are sick.
\nZara said, “I think I don’t want to be doctor already. I think I want to be a teacher (actually, she’s been saying she wanted to be a teacher for a long time already). I like to talk, so I think it’s better I be a teacher. Then I can talk and talk and talk.”<\/span><\/p>\n